everythings-reminding-me-of-you:
how many days
when you quit smoking, they tell you it takes three days to be able to breathe normally again, five days until you are no longer physically addicted, seven days until there’s no more nicotine in your blood, six months to be entirely clean and fifteen years until the chance of a sudden death due to the consequences of smoking is minimized to 50%.
for me, you were my habit
it was on the 17th day that i didn’t think about you for one full day, it took 36 days until i stopped checking if you read my last message, 45 days until i could sleep properly, 58 days until my stomach didn’t dropped after hearing your name, 63 days for the songs to stop being about you and then, on the 98th day, the first day i would see you, i relapsed.
- - a follower, @hunkaaar sent me this and I thought it was amazing. For me, it’s almost been a year and there still hasn’t been a day where I haven’t thought about you, I still can’t hear your name without my stomach dropping, and all the songs are still about you. You’re a habit I still can’t quit. I don’t want to quit you.
“I miss your scent, your love, your words, your touch, your tight hugs. I miss every single thing.”— tara love / i don’t know if i’ll ever get it back
everythings-reminding-me-of-you:
I don’t think I’ve ever needed you more than I do right now, but I can’t reach out to you now because we don’t speak. How did we end up like this?
-22/01/19
